[ Following the explosion, there isn't much to do. They should go inspect the damage, Aerith reasons, but the explosions already done— plus, there's someone pissing her off on the network. ]
[ They'd really only just arrived, and the explosion rocking the town was something that put them both on edge, in different ways. Cloud tries to chase away the flash-in-the-pan vision of flame and destruction that immediately comes to mind in situations like this. ]
Was gonna go check on the explosion. Make sure the fire isn't spreading. Maybe find the guy who set it and give him a piece of my mind. [ Indeed, he'd practically already been reaching for his trusty sword before Aerith had stopped him in his tracks. ]
[ But, like everything Aerith says, there's definitely something she isn't saying. She asked him this question for a reason. ] ...Unless you've got a better idea?
Oh. [ there is no indication that this is a disappointment, but there is surprise splashing across aerith's soft features. kind of seemed like the party's over where ragna is but... ] If you go, I'll go.
[ it's just... hm. ] I was talking to this guy online. And he said this is probably our last night before everything goes belly up. So I was wondering, what's something you'd want to do in that case?
[ ...Oh. Not even Cloud could miss a signal like that, as forward as it is. The last night before everything goes belly-up, huh. She's always been good at disarming him with so few words, and the hand that had clasped around the Buster Sword leaned against the wall seems to slacken before it drops to his side, following his gaze toward the floor. There were other people who were working on dealing with Ragna. He didn't have to get involved... ]
...Guess I... wasn't really thinking about it.
[ Which is the truth. Cloud is always a guy laser-focused on the mission, so it's hard to crack him out of that SOLDIER-shaped shell even when he should be making time for, well, other things. He looks up at Aerith, as if trying to search her expression for something she wants him to say, even knowing there's no right answer. ]
...Can't say I know, for sure. Was there... something you wanted to do? [ It's such a limp, awkward reply, he knows it the second it comes out of his mouth. Toss the ball back in her court while he thinks about something beyond swinging his sword at a crisis in front of him, his whole body language now focused entirely on her, his gaze looking upward just slightly at her as he tries to reconcile the change in conversation. ]
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[ It is an awkward and limp reply. Nearly turgid in it's delivery, but Aerith smiles at him blithely, looking down for a moment before her gaze saccades back to him and then away again, in thought. What does she want to do? Hard to say; they've been alone before, but this feels unprecedented. After a moment of thinking, she shakes her head. ]
It's alright. I think we should go check on the guy who blew up that building.
[ Without missing a beat, she continues: ] You know, something tells me we're about to uncover a lot more than we bargained for. Weird, huh? There must be something we're missing now, but I feel like I understand why he did it for the most part. Thing is, ...actions have consequences.
[ Seventh Heaven burned to the ground. Maybe it didn't, in reality, but it sits broken and abandoned now, memories of a home spilling out of it like blood gushing from a mortal wound. She doesn't want to see things progress to that point again. ]
[ The way she acquiesces makes his stomach clench. Like she's following his lead, but that he failed a test. And truth is, he's not entirely comfortable with it. There's a part of him screaming to do something, before they get wound up in yet more problems. They'd only been here a week, but it was a week that they hadn't spent trying to get out from under Shinra, and that was hard to put a price on. ]
[ He takes a small step forward, it's hesitant, but he steels himself a bit as he reaches out and puts a hand on Aerith's shoulder, forcing himself to look her in the eyes. ]
If that's what you want to do. [ It feels a little less limp this time, now that he's gotten some wind in his proverbial sails and he's not trying to dodge the question. ] You're right, this could be the last quiet moment we have for a while. There are other people checking in on the destruction. It can wait a single night.
[ It's clear that letting things wait is not Cloud's style, especially when the memories of Nibelheim and Sector 7 flash fast and free in his mind. But at the same time, he feels adamant that making sure him and Aerith are on the same page outweighs the chaos unfolding tonight. ]
If that's the case, we should... let ourselves take this moment for what it is, right?
[ The flicker of change in Cloud's expression captures Aerith's attention as easily as a bowl of food enraptures a dog. His hand on her shoulder, the way he faces her head on; for a moment, she's reminded of why she likes Cloud himself so much, and sees the man before her entirely as his own person. Surprise filters into her features, only to quickly melt away under the sway of his words, terse but kind despite the shortness.
She smiles. ] Well... how about a quick night on the town? We'll swing by ground zero and get a better layout of the place then, right?
[ It's still trying to work in work, but... ]
If it's with you, Cloud, I'll do anything.
[ If there's a teasing glimmer in her eyes when she says it, she certainly does mean it, but won't acknowledge it. ]
[ The way she says it can only hope to force the pink to his cheeks and the hint of a bashful smirk on his face. His eyes dart away after locking with hers, as if staring at her for more than a few moments is too hard on the eyes, as warm and bright as she is.
Okay, settle down, Cloud. ]
Alright, then. [ It's a bit of an awkward break, but there's a bit of self-deprecating cheer to it. ] Guess it's a date.
[ Of course, now he has to try and take something approaching initiative, his eyes darting to and fro as he thinks. His head first tilting down at the floor, then up at the ceiling. ] It's a sleepy little town, but I heard there's some nice nighttime entertainment. We could... do that first, if we want to save ground zero for last. Let everyone clear out before we go get a look.
Might be there's some spots we can get a better view of the town from, too. Really get the lay of the land.
[ He's suggesting a little bit of everything. The nerves are admittedly on full display here. He's trying to downplay them, but if Cloud was transparent to Aerith before, he's even moreso now. ]
Oooh. [ Already, she's taking off to the door, arm outstretched as she reaches for the handle. A grin is splitting her face, wide and energetic, as she listens to him speak. It isn't that Aerith isn't listening to Cloud, but rather than she has a tease to wiggle into their conversation. ] A date, is it?
[ With that delivered, she can listen more clearly. The door swings open, now, and she twists to look at him with a smile. ] Think I might even know a place to get a decent aerial view now, too. So, you up for a little nighttime climb?
[ As Aerith responds, he can't help from keep the pink coloring his ears, making them stand out among the wild head of chocobo hair. He reaches for his sword at the same time Aerith reaches for the door, slotting it neatly on his back. He turns to her, and a smirk plays across his face a bit as he retorts. ]
As long as I don't need to haul you up from a broken ladder again. [ There's not a hint of malice there, and in fact, there's a sneaking suspicion he might even mean the opposite of that — it might've been one of the first times he went out of his way for Aerith, but it'd be far from the last. He even snorts in amusement. ]
[ His joke lands on her shoulders with a puff of annoyance, though it has no weight to it. He sure did leave her hanging for a bit at that time, hadn't he? She's repaid him twice over for the little tease, but she still can think of a way to thank him.
It's beyond the inn, the way she leads him, past the shadow of the building. They leave it in their wake as it falls tall and ominous along the cobblestones, broken and refitted throughout their long lives. Aerith takes him past the hubbub of the explosion, where a dull sense of urgency is flourishing still. It's odd, she thinks, how easily these things happen. She thinks of the plate falling, all the destruction weaving itself into the land like a parasite infecting a dying body. The fight for survival always dragged on.
It isn't until Aerith leads him beyond the city, into rolling hills and to the base of an old tree that she can speak without the memory of saving Marlene breathing down her neck, pulsing in her blood. ]
I'm starting to think, [ she says, softly, palm flat against the rough bark of the tree. The lingering embers of a fire burns in the center of the city, half-dead but half-alive, too. The tiny particles it spits glow red-orange, floating up into the open sky: A sight she has never beheld before now. ] Things are actually really dire here. Aren't they?
[ For Cloud, as they walk, his thoughts are partially of the Plate, but moreso of home — especially as the still-glowing embers of the city hall drift into the air. He swallows the lump in his through, one green-blue eye looking back to the past, to a town called Nibelheim. The other looking straight ahead at Aldrip. If it weren't for Aerith at his side, the rubble of the explosion would have caused him to relive those memories immediately, but her steady hand — sometimes literally dragging him forward — keeps him from lingering in his own head too long. Something he's deeply grateful for. ]
[ Of course, when they get to their destination, Aerith's question gets a barb in return, dull and ineffective. ] What, you mean besides the fact we're apparently all here to serve a sentence for a crime?
[ There's a beat after he says it, though, where he folds his arms and looks down at the ground — to not look at Aldrip, in the moment. A sleepy little town hiding secrets and prisoners. ]
...You're right, though. I've been feeling it, too. It's under the surface, so it's kind of hard to pinpoint what it is, but...
[ People don't just decide to blow up buildings for no reason. And something about all of this felt decidedly off. Like an edge he didn't expect for a town so small. ]
Know what, Cloud? I think you're right. They should give us a brochure to catch us up to speed!
[ Looks like they'll have to hit the ground running again, busting their asses to find the truth wedged into some kind of hole they'd have never found on their own. It's the same old story for a pair on the run, in the end. Aerith looks up at him, turning her head gently. The long brown braid of her hair slips over her shoulder as she squats onto the ground, knees hugged to her chest. A beat of silence punctures their conversation for a moment, lets the air out and there's a moment where she wonders if this is really all she's brought him out here for: To talk about the political landscape of a world they're stranded in. ]
The crime part... I don't know. I get this feeling... we're only at the first chapter. [ Slowly, her green gazes drifts down. It roves over to the flames dying down in the distance. ]
Would that it were that easy. Guess that just means we'll have to do it ourselves.
[ Take jobs. Make connections. Get information. Wash, rinse, repeat. It certainly fit their lifestyle, but he lets Aerith fall uncharacteristically silent as she squats on the hill. It's not like he's never seen her at her more melancholy... but it always takes him a bit off guard. ]
[ But then she opened up with the crime she was accused for. Which isn't something he was prepared to do... and he lets his shoulders sag a bit. A held breath escaping, as he sits down next to — not looking at her, not yet, but looking at towards the town as she looks down at the grass. Close enough they could brush against each other, shoulder to shoulder. But still giving enough of that distance that if she wanted to shy away, she could. ]
Abandonment, huh? Doesn't sound like you at all, if I'm being honest. Don't know if I've ever met a more stubborn person.
[ Despite the candidness, there is a hint of warmth to that tone. It's a compliment, to be sure. How many times had Aerith refused to even entertain the notion of an easier path when she could drag him along kicking and pouting? ]
But... let's say you're right. [ Because she's rarely wrong. ] The first chapter of... what, exactly? And how do our crimes play into that?
[ He feels like he's on the cusp of admitting his own crime, but he still doesn't know how to grapple with it. Abandonment sure didn't fit what he know of Aerith, and he couldn't think of why his crime was what it was. And above alll... he doesn't want this moment to be about him. Aerith's opening her heart, and he wants to be there and let her pour it out. ]
[ somehow, it’s pricking at him beneath the surface — there’s a moment where he hesitated to disclose what she said, if only because he knows well that he’s never told his girlfriends a single thing about himself. aerith isn’t anything like him but… still. ]
her mom and her childhood
i told her abt mine first. equivalent exchange or whatever they call it. that alternate reality had us messed up
and she mentioned it. the cetra thing.
ppl will do anything to save the things they care about. whether it’s themself or their species.
[ He gets the shape of what Sha-Ming is saying. It's not something he's really thought about it, but if he works it out from what they've talked about... he can see it. ]
including giving up her own life, you mean.
[ There's a nagging something at the back of his skull, and he has to take a minute to focus and stop the text from blurring. There's something about that worry about Aerith that makes this all feel familiar, somehow — ]
i get what you mean. i... worry too, i guess. but i don't exactly know how to stop her. i can't explain it, but it goes beyond pushy. actually- no, nevermind.
[ Well. He can explain it, but he'd risk coming off as insane to Sha-Ming. The Whispers were something not even they fully understood, but the way they had seemed drawn to Aerith was undeniable, to him. ]
[Even before scalpels, bullets, and needles pierced Vincent's flesh, he doesn't think he'd ever been very good at this. Maybe that's why he failed to reach out to Lucrecia proper, to prevent her from following through with the Jenova Project; never the right words, the right empathy, the right anything. Despite his age, he has no words of wisdom to share, not really.
Still, he can't help but feel he should have done more. Here, the Temple of the Ancients, something. Things Cloud does not yet know.
He stands outside of Cloud's door, hesitating, staring right at it. No hand is drawn up to even knock, Vincent is simply just looking at the door, trying to consider what he would even say. "Sorry that happened" is hardly helpful. "Sorry I wasn't there" means nothing. Apologies in general won't help.
This is a mistake, probably.
Vincent closes his eyes, then turns his head away. He should just leave. Everyone is in one piece now, that will have to be enough.]
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Date: 2024-03-09 02:38 am (UTC)Hey Cloud? What do you want to do tonight?
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Date: 2024-03-09 02:53 am (UTC)Was gonna go check on the explosion. Make sure the fire isn't spreading. Maybe find the guy who set it and give him a piece of my mind. [ Indeed, he'd practically already been reaching for his trusty sword before Aerith had stopped him in his tracks. ]
[ But, like everything Aerith says, there's definitely something she isn't saying. She asked him this question for a reason. ] ...Unless you've got a better idea?
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Date: 2024-03-12 10:05 pm (UTC)[ it's just... hm. ] I was talking to this guy online. And he said this is probably our last night before everything goes belly up. So I was wondering, what's something you'd want to do in that case?
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Date: 2024-03-13 11:30 am (UTC)...Guess I... wasn't really thinking about it.
[ Which is the truth. Cloud is always a guy laser-focused on the mission, so it's hard to crack him out of that SOLDIER-shaped shell even when he should be making time for, well, other things. He looks up at Aerith, as if trying to search her expression for something she wants him to say, even knowing there's no right answer. ]
...Can't say I know, for sure. Was there... something you wanted to do? [ It's such a limp, awkward reply, he knows it the second it comes out of his mouth. Toss the ball back in her court while he thinks about something beyond swinging his sword at a crisis in front of him, his whole body language now focused entirely on her, his gaze looking upward just slightly at her as he tries to reconcile the change in conversation. ]
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Date: 2024-04-06 09:25 pm (UTC)It's alright. I think we should go check on the guy who blew up that building.
[ Without missing a beat, she continues: ] You know, something tells me we're about to uncover a lot more than we bargained for. Weird, huh? There must be something we're missing now, but I feel like I understand why he did it for the most part. Thing is, ...actions have consequences.
[ Seventh Heaven burned to the ground. Maybe it didn't, in reality, but it sits broken and abandoned now, memories of a home spilling out of it like blood gushing from a mortal wound. She doesn't want to see things progress to that point again. ]
We know that.
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Date: 2024-04-06 11:24 pm (UTC)[ He takes a small step forward, it's hesitant, but he steels himself a bit as he reaches out and puts a hand on Aerith's shoulder, forcing himself to look her in the eyes. ]
If that's what you want to do. [ It feels a little less limp this time, now that he's gotten some wind in his proverbial sails and he's not trying to dodge the question. ] You're right, this could be the last quiet moment we have for a while. There are other people checking in on the destruction. It can wait a single night.
[ It's clear that letting things wait is not Cloud's style, especially when the memories of Nibelheim and Sector 7 flash fast and free in his mind. But at the same time, he feels adamant that making sure him and Aerith are on the same page outweighs the chaos unfolding tonight. ]
If that's the case, we should... let ourselves take this moment for what it is, right?
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Date: 2024-04-08 12:13 am (UTC)She smiles. ] Well... how about a quick night on the town? We'll swing by ground zero and get a better layout of the place then, right?
[ It's still trying to work in work, but... ]
If it's with you, Cloud, I'll do anything.
[ If there's a teasing glimmer in her eyes when she says it, she certainly does mean it, but won't acknowledge it. ]
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Date: 2024-04-08 03:45 am (UTC)Okay, settle down, Cloud. ]
Alright, then. [ It's a bit of an awkward break, but there's a bit of self-deprecating cheer to it. ] Guess it's a date.
[ Of course, now he has to try and take something approaching initiative, his eyes darting to and fro as he thinks. His head first tilting down at the floor, then up at the ceiling. ] It's a sleepy little town, but I heard there's some nice nighttime entertainment. We could... do that first, if we want to save ground zero for last. Let everyone clear out before we go get a look.
Might be there's some spots we can get a better view of the town from, too. Really get the lay of the land.
[ He's suggesting a little bit of everything. The nerves are admittedly on full display here. He's trying to downplay them, but if Cloud was transparent to Aerith before, he's even moreso now. ]
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Date: 2024-04-11 11:19 pm (UTC)[ With that delivered, she can listen more clearly. The door swings open, now, and she twists to look at him with a smile. ] Think I might even know a place to get a decent aerial view now, too. So, you up for a little nighttime climb?
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Date: 2024-04-15 10:36 pm (UTC)As long as I don't need to haul you up from a broken ladder again. [ There's not a hint of malice there, and in fact, there's a sneaking suspicion he might even mean the opposite of that — it might've been one of the first times he went out of his way for Aerith, but it'd be far from the last. He even snorts in amusement. ]
Lead the way.
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Date: 2024-04-22 08:44 pm (UTC)It's beyond the inn, the way she leads him, past the shadow of the building. They leave it in their wake as it falls tall and ominous along the cobblestones, broken and refitted throughout their long lives. Aerith takes him past the hubbub of the explosion, where a dull sense of urgency is flourishing still. It's odd, she thinks, how easily these things happen. She thinks of the plate falling, all the destruction weaving itself into the land like a parasite infecting a dying body. The fight for survival always dragged on.
It isn't until Aerith leads him beyond the city, into rolling hills and to the base of an old tree that she can speak without the memory of saving Marlene breathing down her neck, pulsing in her blood. ]
I'm starting to think, [ she says, softly, palm flat against the rough bark of the tree. The lingering embers of a fire burns in the center of the city, half-dead but half-alive, too. The tiny particles it spits glow red-orange, floating up into the open sky: A sight she has never beheld before now. ] Things are actually really dire here. Aren't they?
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Date: 2024-04-22 10:42 pm (UTC)[ Of course, when they get to their destination, Aerith's question gets a barb in return, dull and ineffective. ] What, you mean besides the fact we're apparently all here to serve a sentence for a crime?
[ There's a beat after he says it, though, where he folds his arms and looks down at the ground — to not look at Aldrip, in the moment. A sleepy little town hiding secrets and prisoners. ]
...You're right, though. I've been feeling it, too. It's under the surface, so it's kind of hard to pinpoint what it is, but...
[ People don't just decide to blow up buildings for no reason. And something about all of this felt decidedly off. Like an edge he didn't expect for a town so small. ]
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Date: 2024-04-27 08:14 pm (UTC)[ Looks like they'll have to hit the ground running again, busting their asses to find the truth wedged into some kind of hole they'd have never found on their own. It's the same old story for a pair on the run, in the end. Aerith looks up at him, turning her head gently. The long brown braid of her hair slips over her shoulder as she squats onto the ground, knees hugged to her chest. A beat of silence punctures their conversation for a moment, lets the air out and there's a moment where she wonders if this is really all she's brought him out here for: To talk about the political landscape of a world they're stranded in. ]
The crime part... I don't know. I get this feeling... we're only at the first chapter. [ Slowly, her green gazes drifts down. It roves over to the flames dying down in the distance. ]
Mine said... "Abandonment."
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Date: 2024-04-28 05:49 am (UTC)[ Take jobs. Make connections. Get information. Wash, rinse, repeat. It certainly fit their lifestyle, but he lets Aerith fall uncharacteristically silent as she squats on the hill. It's not like he's never seen her at her more melancholy... but it always takes him a bit off guard. ]
[ But then she opened up with the crime she was accused for. Which isn't something he was prepared to do... and he lets his shoulders sag a bit. A held breath escaping, as he sits down next to — not looking at her, not yet, but looking at towards the town as she looks down at the grass. Close enough they could brush against each other, shoulder to shoulder. But still giving enough of that distance that if she wanted to shy away, she could. ]
Abandonment, huh? Doesn't sound like you at all, if I'm being honest. Don't know if I've ever met a more stubborn person.
[ Despite the candidness, there is a hint of warmth to that tone. It's a compliment, to be sure. How many times had Aerith refused to even entertain the notion of an easier path when she could drag him along kicking and pouting? ]
But... let's say you're right. [ Because she's rarely wrong. ] The first chapter of... what, exactly? And how do our crimes play into that?
[ He feels like he's on the cusp of admitting his own crime, but he still doesn't know how to grapple with it. Abandonment sure didn't fit what he know of Aerith, and he couldn't think of why his crime was what it was. And above alll... he doesn't want this moment to be about him. Aerith's opening her heart, and he wants to be there and let her pour it out. ]
un: piscesblack, mid june
Date: 2024-06-30 04:08 am (UTC)how r u and the gf
[ he’s asking for a reason, trust him on this. ]
un: braver
Date: 2024-06-30 04:28 am (UTC)oh. you mean aerith?
uh. i think we're ok...
[ Well, she's not his girlfriend, but Sha-Ming doesn't do wellness checks without a reason, so clearly there's something afoot. ]
why, what's the concern?
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Date: 2024-06-30 04:59 am (UTC)idk much abt ur world but u kno when all of that memory bs happened
she told me sum things that stuck w me
like abt her responsibility 2 the world or w/e
tell me fr: does she do stupid shit a lot?
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Date: 2024-06-30 05:13 am (UTC)[ He knows what that means, in broad strokes. He isn't sure if Sha-Ming knows what that means. ]
i mean, she refuses to leave well enough alone.
total busybody.
and you can't talk her out of anything she's set her mind on.
[ So like, yes. She does stupid shit a lot. ]
how much did she tell you?
about her, i mean.
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Date: 2024-06-30 02:45 pm (UTC)her mom and her childhood
i told her abt mine first. equivalent exchange or whatever they call it. that alternate reality had us messed up
and she mentioned it. the cetra thing.
ppl will do anything to save the things they care about. whether it’s themself or their species.
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Date: 2024-06-30 06:12 pm (UTC)including giving up her own life, you mean.
[ There's a nagging something at the back of his skull, and he has to take a minute to focus and stop the text from blurring. There's something about that worry about Aerith that makes this all feel familiar, somehow — ]
i get what you mean.
i... worry too, i guess.
but i don't exactly know how to stop her.
i can't explain it, but it goes beyond pushy.
actually-
no, nevermind.
[ Well. He can explain it, but he'd risk coming off as insane to Sha-Ming. The Whispers were something not even they fully understood, but the way they had seemed drawn to Aerith was undeniable, to him. ]
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Date: 2024-08-01 09:26 pm (UTC)Still, he can't help but feel he should have done more. Here, the Temple of the Ancients, something. Things Cloud does not yet know.
He stands outside of Cloud's door, hesitating, staring right at it. No hand is drawn up to even knock, Vincent is simply just looking at the door, trying to consider what he would even say. "Sorry that happened" is hardly helpful. "Sorry I wasn't there" means nothing. Apologies in general won't help.
This is a mistake, probably.
Vincent closes his eyes, then turns his head away. He should just leave. Everyone is in one piece now, that will have to be enough.]